So, I am back to writing an entry. I've been really not in the mood anymore to say things on this journal though sometimes I will. I mean... lately I haven't been really checking up on this thing. I know some of you are wondering why. Hmm... sorry bout' that. It seems like my life isn't as exciting as I would like it to be. So far, I have just been working on my PFG Profile. If you dont know what that is I'll give you the link at the end of this entry. Many things have happened in the past weeks. Like, honestly I havent been talking to Matt. I honestly don't know why, but maybe it's because he found another chick. Anyways, it doesn't matter I guess. This other guy ...I've been talking to n' just a friend is Lance. He's so cool n' nice and totally awesome. But then again...I havent spoken to him either. He's pretty busy with work. Well, again... I have this guy calling me and his name is Joaquin ..... he is so irritating. Argh! If you've talked with him you'd understand. I honestly don't know how he got my number.

So yesterday was "Halloween." I really didn't do much besides get online and then around 5pm... I left with my older sister. The costumes I saw were pretty cute. My nephew was "Superman"... my niece was a "Rockstar" & LOL...my older sister was "Mrs. Potato Head." I would have taken a picture, but the night seemed to busy I totally forgot. It was really cool & cute though because she had made it herself. WOW! My sister has such a creative mind. HAHA! Yesterday, I freaked out on my nephew. I haven't seen him in awhile and he learned so much within that time. Well, this is why... I was in the car and we were on our way to my cousin's place. LOl... it was raining and he started to sing...."RAIN RAIN GO AWAY...COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY" that was totally freaky because of the fact that he didn't know that before. It seems like he love to sing too. What can I say?..We have a family full of singers. So, I saw my cousins whom I havent seen in awhile. I was glad! I saw Tania, Jessica, Janelle & Trish! I was happy to see my other cousins, but them I have to mention because they are most close to me. Tania & Jess used to stay with me. Nel & Trish are my buddies whom i have to talk to. What can I say also?...I LOVE THEM. OMG....I saw Trish's hair....Let me tell you....I LOVE IT! I really do. LOL. I'm JEALOUS!

Anyways, besides everything my life is still kinda/sorta trying to get to it's high level of happiness...So until I write again on this journal of mine. Take Care ...Bye!

Okay, so I guess the typhoon didn't hit huh?... Typhoon Nock-10! Hmm...Well, I'm actually glad. I wasn't ready or looking foward to not having power n' all that shit. I mean...it is hard if you know what I mean. When I was still in school..I would wish for a t yphoon to happen...at some point because of the fact probably I had a major school work to do n' I didn't do it. haha! Badd Cammy! Yeah! I'm pretty sure you did or thought of that as well. Honestly, truthfully...I wasn't such a great student when I was in school. I guess you can say my average was pretty Low i think. Oh! I don't think I know ...haha. But hey, look at me now....I graduated didn't I?....Yeah! So, I was suppose to graduate on the year of 2003, but I didnt. I graduated 2004, a year later. Because of the fact I was lacking a credit and other personal reasons which I wouldnt mention. Yeah!

Okay, here's what I did today. I was kinda upset, angry, pissed off when I woke up. why?..LOL....Because of the fact that I had missed my show, my date on Channel 36. Yeah! I woke up at 8am...exactly 30 minutes after the show started so at 8am it had already ended. I hope this wasn't the episode that I wanted to see because one of my friends told me about it. I then just came online & just checked on stuff. Shit! On my pfg site people (my highschool friends) ...they found me. People to keep adding me, but oh well. I now have like 302 friends or somethihg n' yes I know most of them. But anyways, I better stop my yackitty yack! So I came online n' just looked through. I don't really know what to do online anymore...it's so boring at times that I keep looking at the same thing over and over again. I have no life..I'm for real.

As of right now, I'm just typing this damn entry n' fucking watching TV. Yeah! I feel like I wanna watch a DVD though, but I dont know. i cant seem to make up my mind. Oh! Yeah! Cat, I hope you got the link for the song you wanted....you have to use the <embed> to </embed> code to make it work or play. Well, I was chatting on Guamchat for awhile n' freaken some people in there are just so freaken dumb and fucking stupid. I was just chatting in main...minding my own business and fucking this guy name bull_99 pc's my ass and says, "Bitch! wanna give me a BLOWJOB?" Talking about Lack of Attention. Anyways, Please! I might just get Herpies. Hmm...That was all for guamchat because I left.

So, I was talking to one of my old friends today. It's been a long time since ever since we spoke. I'm glad he called though. It seems like I hardly talk to anyone now...just Trish, Matt, Lance & My cousin Janelle. Trish, we mostly chat because of the fact that she now has a life n' occupation. She works at a Law Firm Company. Matt, works, but also has other Chicks he's checking out..which totally makes me upset because we hardly talk now n' when we do...he's TIRED. Lance, well he has problems of his own. His ex-gf has to stay with him because of the fact that she got kicked out and has no where else to stay. Janelle...well I say she has her life. OMG....I went on Guamchat this one night because my cousin wanted me to n' this guy pc'd me. I was pretty much up to chatting, but shit! He FREAKED me out. He told me he was GOTHIC & that he knew how to do WITCH CRAFT. Okay, I know I shouldn't believe in the shit, but what the fuck was I suppose to feel?...He dont know me, but I know there is some possible way to put a spell on my ass...you know. How do you get out of a conversation with a gothic person without being so rude?...I ask. I couldnt just leave. I was so freaked out n' kinda scared. Hmm...GuamChat can be freaken weird. Anyways, I hardly go on there.

I started to watch more TV at night now. I saw this preview for this movie that looked so awesome, but yet it might be sucky. It was called, "The Grudge." Ever saw the preview for that?...Yeah! It comesout tomorrow I think, though I don't know when I'm going to get a chance to watch it. I have been watching "Who's line is it anyway?" haha. That fucken comedy just cracks me up. I never thought just watching a freaken TV show can make me crack up hard. But you know what?...I'm end this entry here for now...I feel like my entried are not as interesting as before though.

My Thoughts:

1. Why the hell are my entries not as interesting anymore?

2. My phone isn't down...YES!

3. I need a LIFE!

I think I finally interesting to talk about. Well, Like any other ordinary day I've been doing the same old thing. Things bug me so much that it makes me mad. Well, I was chatting with one of my fellow cousins today n' no it's not Trish.b Anyways, we were chatting about our issues with life n' family. I think she's pretty much grown up. She's pretty, smart & very great. I hardly get to see her though. I mean... though if I could it would be nice, but I'm glad... finally glad that we now at least have some kind of contact with each other. Well, as we chatted we were letting out feelings about other issues. I felt the feeling she was feeling because we both are kind of in the same situation. I just hope the best for her.

So, there's such a storm coming. Where are all these typhoons coming from?... So rude! All they do is mess up people schedfules and other fucken shit people have planned. Some of those shits are working haerd for the money, students trying to get an education & other shit. Anyways, the only thing I really hate about typhoons is when the power is out. Okay, I admit I'm a spoiled aircon baby... I can't sleep without aircon. It really sucks. I blame whoever invented it. LOL. So, after the latest typhoon... actually "Pongsona".... my dad purchased a generator. It suppose to be for the lights, the auircon n' whatever we need, but when we tried it on the last typhoon we had, but it was peretty small.... the aircon didn't seem to work. I think the voltage is too low. Hmm.... Was my dad ripped off?... Actually not! He got it for a pretty good price. Though, I'm also not sure if it doesn't work for the aircon. I mean it was awhile since we touched it, but hopefully it does work this time. Okay.. I can actually sleep with a fan. At least I wouldnt feel like I'm suffercating in this damn house. My house is pretty BIG... too manydoor n' windows. It consists of 4 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms w/ shower, 3 living ro9oms n' 2 kitchens. The one thing though ...there's only four of us living in this damn house so there's only 3 bedrooms being used... 1 kitchen being used.... both restrooms being used... n' 1 of the 3 living rooms. Hmm... yeah still trying to figure out what to do with the other living rooms. Anyways, yeah that's pretty much my house.

Man! I'm actually writing an entry also because of the fact that the power might go out. I hope it's like the last storm when the power only went out for about 1 day. At least in my area. Yeah! I know my life does actually suck as of right now. It's like nothing really exciting is happening... just the same old shit ...plus drama. Why is that? I don't fucken know, but yeah. I need to do something with my fucken life.

You know what actually?... My sister actually made me think about something. Anyways, her ex-bf called and I guess was kinda lecvturing her about things that she does. Like for example dropping out of school n' going wherever she wants to go n' not being at home all the time. She made it seem like she was trying to be like me at that age. She was saying something like, "Cam was like me when she was young." In my head ... I was like. "huh?" Then the question popped up... Was she trying to be like me?... Is she thinking that she can do what she does because I did it when i was younger?... I kind of feel really bad about that because it makes it seem like I really showed a bad example as an older sister to my younger which made her choose wrongly in her choices in life. as I see her right now... it is so wrong about how she's doing & going. I just hope that she turns around & realizes that the things I did were bad choices. I keep talking about different subjects... I hope I'm not actually confusing with my information about what's going on. I'mma stop for now until... hopefully tomorrow [if the power don't go out]. Take Cares...Esta...